ooh i realise i update monthly! hahah its 14 feb today!:)
five more months to my bdae!!! :D
haven been updating, its kinda cold in here, it doesnt matter, i dun blog for anyone to see, i blog for my own purpose. but well, mayb i need to let some things out. its bugging me for long.
sch has been okay, not that i wanna skip classes, well i dun enjoy skipping classes, but well no one knows or understands. u think i love skipping lecs and tutorials and not knowing wads gg on and gettin a C in the end? i hate Cs, i duwan to get anyth below an B. only As and Bs in my grades, no Cs.
my health has been worst off nowadays, low blood pressure is gettin on my nerves and its gettin lower, hahah majiam like temperature. hur. headaches has been worst, i guess my brain is not functioning well, mayb it'll just die off soon. gastric has been worst too, couldnt really eat alot since that time, i only eat one meal a day, thus leading to almost gastric ulcers. ewwww.
i've slimmed down, hur my shorts are gettin looser,its good isnt it? :)
my heart died, but i'm living on. a dead heart wun stop beating, but it just doesnt have any feelings. it officially died today, 14 feb at 9.48pm.
there's just too many things piling up, i hope i can tide over it. cny nxt week, exams the following week, no Cs, only Bs and As.
i did kinda well for projs this sem, HIGH A for FNB, A for mktg, A for econs, B+ for POM. but my individual marks pulled me down.ha, lousy fella, i aim for A or Z for FNB, A for POM, A for mktg, A for econs although i got a C now. work hard gal.
other things will juz be kept aside, dun let me be alone, i'll start thinkin abt it, they said i have swollen eyes, yea i cried these few nights, i drank too. grrr.
